So Done.

I am so sick of all this constant annoying drama and stupidity. Just so freaking sick of it! I am so done with this shit. I'm done trying to make these friends work. I'm done trying to make other people happy at the cost of my own happiness. I am so done with being nice to those who don't deserve shit. I am done with all this pathetic annoying shit and these stupid hormonal teenagers.
And trust me I mean it. Is it so hard to find decent people these days? Seriously though ugh...
Enough is enough, you know? Enough is enough.

Best friend's birthday party or something

I need to learn how to make good friends, who don't turn into heartless, backstabbing, bitchy parasites. So it was my best friend's birthday party today, if I should even hall her that any more. Basically, the whole time our -her- friends just insulted me. So much fun I tell you. I just find it funny how I had expected something better lol. Oh well, I guess life just sucks like that sometimes. 

This teenager

They say teenage is the best time of your life. No drama. No responsibilities. No commitments. No pressures. No fights. No problems. No sadness. 

They think it's all fun and games. That it's nothing but laughter and bright sunshine.

...These people are wronger than they think.

Teenage life is okay I guess, But then again even when we're adults it's still gonna be like this so why bother complaining.

I'm just another teenage girl in the crowd. I'm just another shadow under the sunlight. It doesn't matter what I'm like or if I'm talented at anything or not. It doesn't matter because people choose to ignore these facts anyway. They choose to torture me about my imperfections, when they should realise by now that perfect doesn't freaking exist.

I'm the one in the corner, faking smiles and choking out laughter as if bile. The one who is bullied? Yeah, that would be me.
Honestly, having your best friends bully you? Yeah, you actually feel worthless and want to die. Life's a bitch, but if you spend it with the right people it becomes a journey you never want to end... I guess it's too bad I didn't find those people. 

This teenager

They say teenage is the best time of your life. No drama. No responsibilities. No commitments. No pressures. No fights. No problems. No sadness. 

They think it's all fun and games. That it's nothing but laughter and bright sunshine.

...These people are wronger than they think.

Teenage life is okay I guess, But then again even when we're adults it's still gonna be like this so why bother complaining.

I'm just another teenage girl in the crowd. I'm just another shadow under the sunlight. It doesn't matter what I'm like or if I'm talented at anything or not. It doesn't matter because people choose to ignore these facts anyway. They choose to torture me about my imperfections, when they should realise by now; perfect doesn't freaking exist.

I'm the one in the corner, faking smiles and choking out laughter as if bile. The one who is bullied? Yeah that would be me.
Honestly, having your best friends bully you? Yeah, you actually feel worthless and want to die. Life's a bitch, but if you spend it with the right people it becomes a journey you never want to end... I guess it's too bad I didn't find those people.