Should Move On

Tears streaming down my face,
Unable to make a good enough case.
Although I wish that you could, and make me stay.
How about we hush the screams and you come lay,
Just with me baby.
Asking me if I'll ever come back; well, maybe.

I want to stay,
Please, make me stay.
You ask for another way,
But alas, in this we don't get a say.

I want to cry,
I want to scream and shout,
But I won't.

You want to lie,
You want leave and pout,
And you will.

Because it is not about now,
No, it is about the later.
It is not about the 'ands'
No, it was always about the 'buts'

Life now,
Is it even a life at all?
Nothing left.
All to waste.

I feel so low.
Is this even a feeling at all?
Nothing left to be felt.

The need to move on is so great,
But the want to hold on is as if written in our fate.
Now this life, is just a little too late,
It can't make us move on.
Even though we should.

We should really move on,
We need to go on.

Leave me,
But do not let me go.
Move on for 'us',
But do not forget me.

The need to move on,
Great but not enough.
We should move on,
But let's not.

Just a bunch of Stars.

We are all just a bunch of random stars,
Connected, but apart
Joined together by our undeniable bond of obvious constellations. 

You can pretend that it isn't meant to be,
But you can't stay away from me.

-M5

Numbers just float above the horizon of life;
It's the inner depth of life's wonders,
That matter.

-Bismah Rizwan// My bestfriend said this to comfort me when I failed in Maths lel.